Trust...?

I have always had a hard time with trust. It's part of my personality. I don't know why I have a hard time with trust but I used to not trust anyone. I now have one person that I trust almost completely. I trust God though. I know that he will do what's right in my life no matter what. I find it hard to imagine why I'm having a hard time finding a job, but I know he must have something better planned for me. Something he wants to happen to me more than what I want. Sometimes the answer to prayer is "wait", not "no"...and you don't have I understand it. You just have to trust God.